Hit and run (and I'm the culprit!)

I feel so bad today ... i just can't shake the feeling coz I know I am guilty... i didn't mean for it to happen, but, unfortunately, it did ... i'm sorry cat ...

I finished work a bit later than usual. I left the office at half past six, and it was starting to get dark. My usual route was a bit congested coz of the school children going home at the same time - so i was already frustrated having to drive at 20km/hour ... so, when all the lanes are cleared, I was able to drive a bit faster till i managed to overtake all the cars, motocycles and lorries ..(i am not exaggerating here - there are lots of lorries ladden with soil, construction materials, and sands - using this particular stretch of road!)..any how, when i was near SK Muara Tuang, a cat suddenly ran in front of my car ...i couldn't avoid it coz i was driving a bit fast, couldn't brake on time...and the sound of the tyres "crushing" (well i am assuming the poor thing is crushed!) the cat is horrible...i can still hear it...and when i looked back at my rearview mirror, i could see that the cat managed to get up and move to the next lane (and i was thanking God for small mercies), before it felt and stop moving ...i am assuming it is dead ...

i didn't mean for it to happen...i don't like cat, but i did not intentionally kill one...i'm sorry cat (whatever your name was), may you rest in peace (please don't haunt me in my dream!) ... i hope whoever owned you managed to find you and gave you a proper burial ...

i really wish the tales about cats having 9 lives is true ...and i hope that the cat is actually ok ...and that it wasn't moving because it is trying to get back its breath ...who knows, after i drove off, feeling guilty and all traumatized by the events, someone actually passed along and help the poor thing ...yea, wishful thinking, i know...but wouldn't it be a nice ending compared to what really happenned????